Thursday, December 04, 2003
Ok, well, this is a continuation from yesterday...was it yesterday, it seems like so long ago. Anyway, so i went to the derm today, i swear she doesn't know what she's perscribing half the time...allow me to elaborate: So i made an appointment b/c my face has decieded it no longer wants to be clear (not that it ever has...but it was behaving this summer), and i have been trying pro-active, but i haven't decieded if that is actually working. Anyway, I wanted to go back on the antibiotics that i was on last year/during the summer,and also ask her for a refill on a specific perscription that i had perscribed from my derm in calgary. So the antibiotic was no problem (minocycine, for those who are curious), and then I was like, oh, do you think you could give me refills on this too? (I had the container with me), and she was like yeah, thats ________(I don't remember what she said, but it was sure not what i was using...though i prolly should've said something like, no thats not it, but she's the one with the degree, so I assumed she knew what she was talking about, plus she had my chart right in front of her).
Arrgg...so now I have 4 things to put on my face at night, and 3 in the morning....maybe i'm overdoing it an thats the problem, but if she perscribed what i asked for then it wouldn't be such a problem, now would it?
It just is not fair!!! I don't understand how every single famous person has close to perfect skin, and the thing that makes me most angry is the fact that all the "popular" people from high school, and in general everyone here had completely clear skin....have they never even had a zit in their life??? ANd they are usually the ones who think, oh she has bad acne, she must not wash her face...etc etc. Thats the kinda look i tend to get every once in a while. Like really, i know everyone always says life isn't fair, and i believe that too, but the fact that every single day of my life from gr 7 till now i have had acne of some kind, and when i say acne of some kind, I should clarify that i don't just mean the odd zit every day, I mean 6 years of having my face be in a constant state of being broken out. You may be thinking thats not a big deal, but in the whole scheme of things, confidence comes from looking good/presentable..not always being dissatisfied with your appearence, and not being able to do a thing about it. and i hate to tie this into relationships, but generally guys tend to go for physical attraction first, not for a girls intellegence (if only that was important to them i wouldn't have that much of a challenge attracting worthy guys).
Ok, thats all i got for now...and just understand that it is my personal views...and is not meant as an insult or w/e to anyone who never has had bad skin....if this is you, just consider yourself incredibly lucky!
And now for the general day and a bit summary (for lack of a better/more creative title): So yesterday was the last day of class of engineering for me forever!!!!! kinda exciting, now i just have to make it through exams...kinda worried about that (....and that would be why i am procrastinating as usual) Engg 130=death enough said. So last night tash, carolyn (a friend on my floor) lauren and I all went to earls....mmmmm belini's so good....oh, and we all have to plan a night to go to tequila tasha tells me. tomorrow i am volunteering at this kids christmas party the student union is putting on, for gr1-6 in high needs schools...it should be lots of fun...and definetly put me in the christmas spirit, as well as give me a break from studying eng...which i write on sat. ahhhh, so scared!!!! Anyway, that is enough procrastating for now, and I apologize if alot of this jumped around alot! 12 days!!!!!!thats it!
Arrgg...so now I have 4 things to put on my face at night, and 3 in the morning....maybe i'm overdoing it an thats the problem, but if she perscribed what i asked for then it wouldn't be such a problem, now would it?
It just is not fair!!! I don't understand how every single famous person has close to perfect skin, and the thing that makes me most angry is the fact that all the "popular" people from high school, and in general everyone here had completely clear skin....have they never even had a zit in their life??? ANd they are usually the ones who think, oh she has bad acne, she must not wash her face...etc etc. Thats the kinda look i tend to get every once in a while. Like really, i know everyone always says life isn't fair, and i believe that too, but the fact that every single day of my life from gr 7 till now i have had acne of some kind, and when i say acne of some kind, I should clarify that i don't just mean the odd zit every day, I mean 6 years of having my face be in a constant state of being broken out. You may be thinking thats not a big deal, but in the whole scheme of things, confidence comes from looking good/presentable..not always being dissatisfied with your appearence, and not being able to do a thing about it. and i hate to tie this into relationships, but generally guys tend to go for physical attraction first, not for a girls intellegence (if only that was important to them i wouldn't have that much of a challenge attracting worthy guys).
Ok, thats all i got for now...and just understand that it is my personal views...and is not meant as an insult or w/e to anyone who never has had bad skin....if this is you, just consider yourself incredibly lucky!
And now for the general day and a bit summary (for lack of a better/more creative title): So yesterday was the last day of class of engineering for me forever!!!!! kinda exciting, now i just have to make it through exams...kinda worried about that (....and that would be why i am procrastinating as usual) Engg 130=death enough said. So last night tash, carolyn (a friend on my floor) lauren and I all went to earls....mmmmm belini's so good....oh, and we all have to plan a night to go to tequila tasha tells me. tomorrow i am volunteering at this kids christmas party the student union is putting on, for gr1-6 in high needs schools...it should be lots of fun...and definetly put me in the christmas spirit, as well as give me a break from studying eng...which i write on sat. ahhhh, so scared!!!! Anyway, that is enough procrastating for now, and I apologize if alot of this jumped around alot! 12 days!!!!!!thats it!
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