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Friday, April 02, 2004

meaningful???? 

so, i've come to the conclusion that everything sounds better written in my head, than typed here...i think what i need is a tape recorder in my brain that would record all my thoughts...i seem to get all my inspiration for what i intend to write in here while walking to class...its really quite strange. i can never remember what i was going to write...but it always seems so meaningful and insightful *sigh* i guess i just have a problem articulating my ideas and feelings.

anyway...i'm kinda in need of advice - boy advice that is. So after i had talked to him on thursday, i was kind wondering if it was just going to be like a one time thing. so, tuesday i got their before him...and he came an sat by me i was like...so, i didn't get your name last time...to which he replied Kyle - so now i "officially" know it. we talked about chem yet again (the lab final this time). Thursday he got their just before class started, so we didn't get time to talk, but he still sat by me...*sigh* I just don't know if he's just being nice and talking to me, or if i should read more into it. I just don't really know what to do. we have one class left, but we have nothing left to learn, and my prof is just having kinda a review/ask questions day for our last class - is he going to come??? I know that i barely know him, but the thing is i want to get to know him more - i hate having to always be the one who does the asking (guys can be such chickens), but i don't want to never see him again. would it be out of line to ask if he wanted to hang out sometime??? I hate rejection, but i think he's to nice to say no...its just..ahhhh!! having self consciousness problems.

and to change the subject...just something thats been pissing me off - how hard is it to remember to flush???? you are in 3rd year university - how can you forget almost all the time??? and i dont care if you have a sink in your room - you still touch the door handle with unwashed hands, and the rest of us touch it too - i hate to think the germs that are flying around.

3 days of classes left, final on monday night EEEK!!! (then no more sociology ever again!!!) ....ok its nice out, going for a run
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