Friday, October 15, 2004
and the sight of relief is expelled
ahhhh!!! bio lab reports, one of the most stressful things ever, with the exception of midterms and finals, but i'm pretty much done it YAY!!! and that leaves my weekend free.....for, oh wait, more work i guess, since there's no longer a boy to figure into the picture
gah! so i went to ship night (res type function) at the plant (a bar on campus) last night with a couple girls from my floor last year. Man, its alot different when there is no boy who is strictly interested in you there. I mean it was still fun, but different fun, and this one guy asked to dance with me, so i was like, well why not...i need to move on - but this guy just could not dance! (actually it was kinda embaressing), and then he kept trying to dance with me again. Then this other creepy guy, who didn't even ask, he just kind tried to start dancing with me (and I had noticed him watching me for part of the night), and i was like no...and just kinda pushed him away. Definetly a night to shun the male population lol. oh, and worst pick up line ever..."I like your moves" haha....oh dear. So Adrian was there too, but he was playing pool the whole night, and didn't even stay that long, but I didn't actually end up talking to him, and i don't even think he saw me there. grrrr BOYS ARE SO DUMB....so why is it such a big deal???? I just don't get it. There were plenty of hotties there, and he was the only one that i wanted. How did i get so "attached" to him, we weren't even dating for fricks sake...geez!! Maybe b/c I got the impression that he was actually interested in me (as in all of me) for once...not just getting some action, but maybe I'm wrong...apparently i'm not going to find out, unless he gets over himself, and decides he wants a relationship, but who knows how long I'll have to wait around for that one ahhhhh!!!! All i want to do is scream with confusion and anger (not really at him, just the situation) He's almost constantly in my thoughts (and yes, i know that is bordering on creepy), but apparently i can't help it. ahhhh IDIOT!!!!!(yah Napolean dynamite)...that just about sums it up
And to Cascader - you rock my world girl, I love you!!!! (If you hadn't guessed it, I got your letter and i couldn't help laughing out loud at some stuff). I was walking back to our place with the mail and I was so excited I finally got a letter from someone other than my mom!!! and you know I'm going to reply...it just may take a little while, but hopefully not too long!!!
gah! so i went to ship night (res type function) at the plant (a bar on campus) last night with a couple girls from my floor last year. Man, its alot different when there is no boy who is strictly interested in you there. I mean it was still fun, but different fun, and this one guy asked to dance with me, so i was like, well why not...i need to move on - but this guy just could not dance! (actually it was kinda embaressing), and then he kept trying to dance with me again. Then this other creepy guy, who didn't even ask, he just kind tried to start dancing with me (and I had noticed him watching me for part of the night), and i was like no...and just kinda pushed him away. Definetly a night to shun the male population lol. oh, and worst pick up line ever..."I like your moves" haha....oh dear. So Adrian was there too, but he was playing pool the whole night, and didn't even stay that long, but I didn't actually end up talking to him, and i don't even think he saw me there. grrrr BOYS ARE SO DUMB....so why is it such a big deal???? I just don't get it. There were plenty of hotties there, and he was the only one that i wanted. How did i get so "attached" to him, we weren't even dating for fricks sake...geez!! Maybe b/c I got the impression that he was actually interested in me (as in all of me) for once...not just getting some action, but maybe I'm wrong...apparently i'm not going to find out, unless he gets over himself, and decides he wants a relationship, but who knows how long I'll have to wait around for that one ahhhhh!!!! All i want to do is scream with confusion and anger (not really at him, just the situation) He's almost constantly in my thoughts (and yes, i know that is bordering on creepy), but apparently i can't help it. ahhhh IDIOT!!!!!(yah Napolean dynamite)...that just about sums it up
And to Cascader - you rock my world girl, I love you!!!! (If you hadn't guessed it, I got your letter and i couldn't help laughing out loud at some stuff). I was walking back to our place with the mail and I was so excited I finally got a letter from someone other than my mom!!! and you know I'm going to reply...it just may take a little while, but hopefully not too long!!!
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