Saturday, October 16, 2004
What the hell did i just do???
OH MY GOODNESS...
so last night, I was in the weirdest mood ever, it was like a total ADD day geez...I was super bored, but there wasn't really anything I wanted to do, and nothing would occupy me. Really I should have just gone to bed, but instead i went and signed up to lava life...(totally not something i would do normally). I was just kinda looking around on it, looking up guys in Edmonton, and I came across this one guy who sounded pretty nice, he is into skiing and stuff. So the way it works is if you want to send them any kind of message (in your own words) you have to buy credits, which I'm not about to do, but you can send them a "smile" for free, where you can pick a message out of a list if you want, or just send them the "smile" on its own (that prolly doesn't make sense, but w/e). So i sent this guy a smile, and he ended up sending me a message, and we started talking on msn. We talked for a bit, and then he was like, "well this might sound kinda weird, but did you want to get together for a bit tomorrow? " I didn' t see why not, it seemed pretty harmless. He ended up wanted to turn off his computer, but still wanted to talk, so he got me to call him (so he won't wake up my roommates by calling at 2 in the morning, which is the time it was by then...i'm telling ya, i should have gone to bed). We talked (well he did most of the talking, which was fine with me...he can sure keep a converstation going, though all he really seems to talk about is how accident prone he is, and all the times he's injured himself) until freaking 4 am, at which point i was like "I really need to go to bed". We kinda made tentative plans to go for coffee today...but now i've kinda freaked myself out. eeek! I don't really see any harm in going i guess, but now that i'm back to logical thought i'm not really sure i really want to. Plus, even though this prolly won't turn into any kind of relationship (unless we *really* click), i was kinda doing the whole search on lava life b/c i was bored and needed to stop thinking about freaking adrian ahhh. Why is he still on my mind??? Obviously nothing is going to happen now, i mean i thought things were kinda too good to be true with him, but i didn't think they would be over so quickly. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH all i want to do is "scream my lungs out, try to get to you"(-yellowcard-)
<----totally what i have been feeling like for the past week and a half. Yeah, so really really not sure what to do right now...but on a totally different topic I'm so happy it is snowing!!! everything looks so pretty!
so last night, I was in the weirdest mood ever, it was like a total ADD day geez...I was super bored, but there wasn't really anything I wanted to do, and nothing would occupy me. Really I should have just gone to bed, but instead i went and signed up to lava life...(totally not something i would do normally). I was just kinda looking around on it, looking up guys in Edmonton, and I came across this one guy who sounded pretty nice, he is into skiing and stuff. So the way it works is if you want to send them any kind of message (in your own words) you have to buy credits, which I'm not about to do, but you can send them a "smile" for free, where you can pick a message out of a list if you want, or just send them the "smile" on its own (that prolly doesn't make sense, but w/e). So i sent this guy a smile, and he ended up sending me a message, and we started talking on msn. We talked for a bit, and then he was like, "well this might sound kinda weird, but did you want to get together for a bit tomorrow? " I didn' t see why not, it seemed pretty harmless. He ended up wanted to turn off his computer, but still wanted to talk, so he got me to call him (so he won't wake up my roommates by calling at 2 in the morning, which is the time it was by then...i'm telling ya, i should have gone to bed). We talked (well he did most of the talking, which was fine with me...he can sure keep a converstation going, though all he really seems to talk about is how accident prone he is, and all the times he's injured himself) until freaking 4 am, at which point i was like "I really need to go to bed". We kinda made tentative plans to go for coffee today...but now i've kinda freaked myself out. eeek! I don't really see any harm in going i guess, but now that i'm back to logical thought i'm not really sure i really want to. Plus, even though this prolly won't turn into any kind of relationship (unless we *really* click), i was kinda doing the whole search on lava life b/c i was bored and needed to stop thinking about freaking adrian ahhh. Why is he still on my mind??? Obviously nothing is going to happen now, i mean i thought things were kinda too good to be true with him, but i didn't think they would be over so quickly. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH all i want to do is "scream my lungs out, try to get to you"(-yellowcard-)
<----totally what i have been feeling like for the past week and a half. Yeah, so really really not sure what to do right now...but on a totally different topic I'm so happy it is snowing!!! everything looks so pretty!
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